Thomas' Journal

7:17PM - i love you

you probably dont read this anymore but just incase you do. i love you so much, more than anything. thank you so much for the gift...i cant wait til tomorrow. i love you sweetheart


"Your smile could warm a winters day, your beauty lights the sky and every star i see at night i find within your eyes."

"so much"
-you know

3:34PM

i Never Thought i would miss home this much in my entire life

9:15AM - First and last

Well this will be my first and last entry for awhile. And i just want to say bye to all my friends because i am leaving for texas today and i will be traveling around for the next year and a haft...so i guess i will talk to you all when i get back...

Current mood: anxious

Current music: 50 cent

11:53PM - Good song

I scrutinize every word, memorize every line
I spit it once, refuel and re-energize and rewind
I give sight to the blind, my insight through the mind
I exercise my right to express when I feel it's time
It's just all in your mind, what you interpret it as
I say to fight, you take it as I'mma whip someone's ass
If you don't understand, don't even bother to ask
A father who has grown up with a fatherless past
Who has blown up now to rap phenomenon that has
Or at least shows no difficulty multi-task
And in juggling both perhaps mastered his craft
Slash entrepreneur who has helped launch a few more rap acts
Who's had a few obstacles thrown his way through the last half
Of his career typical manure moving past that
Mr. kisses ass crack, he's a class act
Rubber band man, yea he just snaps back

[Chorus:]
Come along follow me as I lead through the darkness
As I provide just enough spark that we need to proceed
Carry on, give me hope, give me strength
Come with me and I won't steer you wrong
Put your faith and your trust as I guide us through the fog
To the light at the end of the tunnel
We gonna fight, we gonna charge, we gonna stomp, we gonna march
Through the swamp, we gonna mosh through the marsh
Take us right through the doors (c'mon)

All the people up top on the side and the middle
Come together lets all bomb and swamp just a little
Just let it gradually build from the front to the back
All you can see is a sea of people some white and some black
Don't matter what color, all that matters we gathered together
To celebrate for the same cause don't matter the weather
If it rains let it rain, yea the wetter the better
They ain't gonna stop us they can't, we stronger now more than ever
They tell us no we say yea, they tell us stop we say go
Rebel with a rebel yell, raise hell we gonna let em know
Stomp, push, shove, mush, Fuck Bush, until they bring our troops home (c'mon)

[Chorus]

Imagine it pouring, it's raining down on us
Mosh pits outside the oval office
Someone's tryina tell us something,
Maybe this is god just sayin' we're responsible
For this monster, this coward,
That we have empowered
This is Bin Laden, look at his head noddin'
How could we allow something like this without pumping our fists
Now this is our final hour
Let me be the voice in your strength and your choice
Let me simplify the rhyme just to amplify the noise
Try to amplify the times it, and multiply by six...
Teen million people, Are equal at this high pitch
Maybe we can reach alqueda through my speech
Let the president answer a higher anarchy
Strap him with an Ak-47, let him go, fight his own war
Let him impress daddy that way
No more blood for oil, we got our own battles to fight on our own soil
No more psychological warfare, to trick us to thinking that we ain't loyal
If we don't serve our own country, we're patronizing a hero
Look in his eyes its all lies
The stars and stripes, they've been swiped, washed out and wiped
And replaced with his own face, Mosh now or die
If I get sniped tonight you know why,
Cause I told you to fight.

[Chorus]

And as we proceed,
To Mosh through this desert storm,
In these closing statements, if they should argue
Let us beg to differ
As we set aside our differences
And assemble our own army
To disarm this Weapon of Mass Destruction
That we call our President, for the present
And Mosh for the future of our next generation
To speak and be heard
Mr. President, Mr. Senator
Do you guy's hear us...hear us...[laughing] (Hailie)

Current mood: calm

Current music: Eminem- Mosh

12:08AM - Boring...really really boring

Ok i have a lot to say...cause it has been such along time sense i wrote in this thing...oh wait i forgot there are people that read these things that shouldnt be reading them...so i recommend that everyone locks there journals...so only people that you CHOOSE will read them...so now i will post later at list all my secrets...haha i bet YOU would like to know what they are thats why you read my journal...ahahahaha

P.S. i saw the funniest slogan today on the back of a poop truck..."we are number 1 in the #2 business" ok i thought it was funny

Current mood: peaceful

Current music: G-Unit Poppin them things

11:32AM

what the heck????

5:45PM

can i love her?

12:26AM - still bored

12:14AM - Well im going to write

OK...well someone told me i should write something so i think that i will...

Im bored...and i know i dont post much anymore and thats cause i dont really feel like posting stuff that goes on in my life cause then i get oppions from people i dont want them from...

oh and i heard something about these to people that i never thought would be seen doing this but they were...lol it was funny...it was friday that it happen...

But i will say that this weekend was really one of the best...even though i had a family emergensy...:)

i feel safe too

Current mood: blank

Current music: Hoobastank- The Reason

7:50PM - Not much to say

Well i did something yesterday that i didnt think i would have to do...yes it was hard...really hard...but i didnt get the reaction i thought i would get...or come to think of it she isnt acting the way i thought she would...

There are a couple more things that are going to be hard but they also have to be done...

I cant believe how a sertain thing is going and i will post about it later...but not now...

Current mood: aggravated

Current music: G-Unit Poppin them thangs

11:52PM - Kinda funny for some people

Lord of the Rings!


What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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11:28PM - Its been awhile

Well i just got done writing my letter for eastern...its the last thing i had to do...i hope i get in im mean im pretty sure i will (knock on wood)...i just wish that there was someone coming with me up there next year;)

Well sense jerry said i should write in my journal more even if its about tv...here we go...Well i got home from work today and i got a good message on my phone so that made me happy even though i didnt get off tell 9...come to think of it i havent gotten off tell 9 for the past 3 days which is wierd because normaly i would get off at 8 but oh well more money for me...wait a second im suppost to be talking about tv...oh yeah about the only shows that i watch tonight were That 70's show and boy meets world..those are the two shows that never will get old to me even though i have seen ever single boy meets world i still like it...well im off cause i dont feel like writing anymore...

I hope your happy jerry...speaking of happy i have been in a really good mood latly...

Oh and i really miss someone;)

Current mood: relieved

Current music: just got done listing to a cd someone made for me

9:56AM - i was bored

Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates a	nine
your best quality is	youre hilarious
your worst quality is	life is too short for you
this is because	Of the people you hang around
Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!

5:42PM - well now

Things are so clear now...i know just what i want and what will make me happy...i also know the difference...yes they are the same...now i just got to pass on the information...but not on here

Current mood: accomplished

Current music: G-unit Poppin them thangs

9:00PM - God?

Aphrodite/Eros


?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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8:52PM - I have a question

Does love conquer all?

this is just a question...so please only answer the question and dont direct it at me in anyway.

12:07AM - kinda funny

Your Love Situation by Amberishjewel
Username?
Your Love Is...	Sweet
During Lovemaking You Act...	Like a vampire, very seductive
Your Partner Is...	Your everything
Your Partner Has Said That You...	Are extrodinary
Your Love is Summed Up In A Quote.	"I love your lips"
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8:25PM - Thinking

There is something i have to say....but i dont know how to say it. And i know there is someone out there that is going to try and be funny and say "use words" so... i already know that so dont say it...even though i think someone is still going to use it.

Gosh i wish somethings could happen so badly...someday they will and i know it..."so very much"

2:39PM - The reason gay people should not be married...at least my view.

Marriage was created as a law in this country based the bible..and the law of this states that each child needs a mother and a father. Marriage is just something that has and always should be between a man and a women. And the reason why most people get married is so they can start a family...and a life together...so sense people of the same sex cant have children why must they get married? And yes i do believe that they shouldnt be able to care for children either. Call it whatever you want its wrong and thats the only way to put it. OH and for all those people who say they dont care...then why must they feel the need to put there oppions on it?

This might not make sense to a lot of people but this is how i feel and it makes sense to me.

10:42PM - One more reason "gay" is wrong...AIDS

Hey everyone heres a joke...

What is the first sign of AIDS?


A severe Butt pounding...lol